I have a lot of thoughts about going to this reunion. One is that it requires vulnerability. We are all 10 years older and probably look 10 years older as well. I know I do. I am still single and have no husband or cute kids to show off. But being vulnerable opens you up to new friendships and experiences so it is a beautiful thing.
Another thought is it is such an expository experience. We show up to share with everyone what we have done with our lives. Probably no one really cares anyway, but you feel a little accountable for the last 10 years.
My other thoughts are that I want to support this event with enthusiasm and with no judgement. I loved high school. I want to show up to this and throw my arms around the people I was friends with 10 years ago. I want everyone else to feel the same way. I don't want anyone to stay away so they can prove how moved on they are. I hope we all let our guard down and just show up and support each other.
So tonight I'm packing up all my blue and white clothes and counting down the hours until I arrive in Kansas City!
I also get to spend mucho time with my parents and visit the new Kansas City Temple for the first time.
